(Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
,)
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby
(Not loving you is harder then you know.
,)
Date: Sunday, February 22, 2009
Title: The time have come.
Finally, final weeks of most student's final exams.
phewwwww.
What a hectic semester many of us survivied through,
and lets hope all the efforts we've put in will bear good fruits =)
Anyway, i have something i wanna talk about.
it has been pondering my mind for quite some time now.
There are 2 types of people that i know of, let me briefly explain how i differentiate them.
There's this question that i like to ask them.
"Single or taken, which is better."
Hence, the conclusion seperates them to 2 category.
1. "It's better to have to someone to take care of"(guys);
"It's better to have someone to love and to take care of you"(girls).
"its better to have a girlfriend, cause can kiss n hug, and fuck them in the end"(fucking cheebye kia)
Im not in the fucking chee bye kia category. Kekeke.
2. "Being single is the best, you can do whatever you want without the need to bother about what the other party may feel. It's more stress-less this way".
Honestly speaking, i can't bear the feeling of being single. Envyness, jealousy, loneliness are the feelings that flooded me when i was single.
I may have friends around me, great friends to speak of, that spends quality time with me every single day, but it just felt different when there's someone closer to you.
I need to love someone, and frankly speaking, i need to know that my partner loves me too. Its gay, i admit. Haas
So here comes the question.
How would anyone be able to come up with answer NUMBER 2?
To me, it's pretty much impossible that friends are ever enough.
I believe there exist a really strong bonds between friends,
and friends are always there when u are in need.
But yet, i don't really agree when people say that in the end, its friends
that always stood by you no matter what happens.
Hahas, i may offend almost all my friend by saying this, especially
those who stood by me during my down time. (Thanks for them anyway,
Friends like E***, D****, S****, R**** and many many more.)
But personally, i strongly believe that finding a right partner holds
more importance than finding a right friend.
True, friends can be there for a long long time, i can even name
a few now for those that i'll definitely make an effort to retain the
bond between us for a long long time. but in case some of
them may paiseh, i shall leave that for some other time.
But still, in the end the one you will be spending your lifetime with,
is with that special someone. Thus, next time if some one gonna
give me answer NUMBER 2, i'm gonna simply laugh it off,
give them a "Tsk", and tell them it's simply impossible according
to the little conclusion i've come up with.
Haas, yet i'm now asking myself, who the fuck am i to downright judge
people that way. I'm still 19 and i'm not even sure whether i'll be able
to keep things going my way. I can't even guarantee i'll marry the
woman who i spend my time with now.
Haas.
Therefore, i shall end this post with a tight slap to my face for judging
people like that. And anyway, i started this post as i remembered that
i was once a person with answer NUMBER 2, and now i knew it was a
load of bull coming out from my mouth.
Thus friends, next time if u catch me with answer NUMBER 2 again.
Kindly laugh behind my back and not infront of me. kekeke.
I miss all my friends and the time i had in the past.
But, it's the time now that matters, not the past.
Well. For now, i'm gonna stay devoted to my gf, to my family,
to my friends, and lastly, to my studies -_-
Hees.
Friends, I miss the time we had.
Irene.
I love you still the same.
You are the greatest present god ever gave me, hope he won't be naughty
and take you away from me again.
3rd month coming soon. Heehees.
Iloveyouuu. <33
Markkie
Long awaited
Signing off. =p
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Date: Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Title: Overwhelming.
Life is getting way out of hand.
Assignments and exams. 3 words for those.
W......
T......
F......
Hahas. Yet, its a blessing that things were going rather smoothly for me.
Got a good gf.
Have a bunch of frens that did not abandon me even when i abandoned them.
And im still living in a house and have food to eat, Thank goodness.
Anyway, it's going to be our third year soon, let's hope all my classmates
can work very hard for the upcoming exams.\
P.S. Dear moved to simei for the time being, which means we have lesser time together.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.........
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