(Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
,)
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby
(Not loving you is harder then you know.
,)
Date: Thursday, March 19, 2009
Title: Your choice. Live with it.
What am i really feeling?
Love?
Like?
I can't answer you that.
To love, is to unconditionally give, and to expect no return.
Provide the utmost care and concerns, and forgive any mistakes commited.
Understand each other needs, and give it selfishlessly.
Hug him/her whenever she is feeling down or angry.
Last but not least, whatever he/she does. Forgive.
To like, is to have control of him/her.
Expect him/her to be by your side whenever you need them.
Expect him/her to listen to whatever you say.
And lastly, abandon him/her when problem arises.
Me??
I'm a little of both.
Can't really put myself on the scale where i can say i love someone.
But still, i always try to love, instead of like.
If there was a chance, i'd always hope that forever existed.
Now, i'm working really hard toward this goal.
To be forever with the one i entrusted my feelings on.
Trials, problems and sadness, this will be the stuffs that i'm willing to go thru and endure.
So that one day, we can really be together, forever.
Haas, this whole time i've always been a guy, who thinks alot.
And i've just discovered, things that went through my mind, will eventually lead to a unpleasant ending.(in my mind)
Guess, i really am someone who think too much.
Its time to learn, how to let go of some things.
And in the meanwhile, pluck up the courage to forgive and forget.
Hees.
ILOVEIRENE
ILOVEIRENE
ILOVEIRENE
ILOVEIRENE
ILOVEIRENE
She won't see it but who cares.
Thats what i really feels right now.
Haas
Bye to those who read this.
It was not that interesting, but i know some of you out there still are able to take all this craps that i wrote.
kekeke
=)
Till next time;
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Date: Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Title: The pain of it.
Missing someone, really feels like hell.
=(
Anyway, im so bored that i decided to blog.
But i don't really have a mood for this.
Hmmmmm.
Well maybe, we'll leave it for the next time.
And anyway, it's being such a long time since i did this.
But here goes....
Dear dear i miss you so much. Have to work for 2 bloody weeks straight.
That leaves me with no time for you.
Awwwwwwww....
I'm so sad now, i can't even continue typing.
HAHAHA
OKae we'll leave the rest for next time.
Bye peeps.
Irene.
Iloveyou =)
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Date: Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Title: What are we to others??
woots woots woots
MY BRITHDAYYYYYY!!!
WAHAHA
OKae. im not that happy lah, but at least, i grew a year older without going through any major trouble.
At the very least. I'm still alive. Wahaha.
Aniwae, here to post something though.
Gals and Guys. Here's a question for you.
How many times have you seen an opposite sex drop tears before?
Please don't consider those little kids friend you have while you were in kindergarden.
That's dumb.
HAHAHA
Anyway, this is a question for u to start pondering about ur own personality.
You see the question in another way, how many guys/gals will drop their last line of self-security, and proceed to the stage of total breakdown in front of you?
Haas, this question will sure get you going. Cause im pretty sure many of you will feel sad cause maybe, just maybe, none had ever drop their last line of defence when they are with you.
For me, i drop the defence rather easily. Haas, okae, i won't beat around the bush.
I'm
a
CRYBABY!!!!
But a cute one though.
WAHAHA.
So back to the question. If your answer to the question is:
"Yeah, i had seen many gals/guys cried infront of me when they confides in me."
Then good for you, you are one of those easily trusted human species, and most likely ur fren treats u like a gem.
What about if your answer was:
"Hmm, yeah my mum/dad cried infront of me when i told them my o level results."
Haas, den its time for you to start wondering what are you to others.
Or more specifically, where do you stand in that person heart/mind.
Don't be depress or feel useless when you've found out that you are not one of those rare gems(like me xD). Maybe you just don't have any crybaby friends(unfortunately, like me also.)
Rather, think about how much you love your friend and how much they love you.
I know that, in this world, every man lives for themselves.
This ironic rules were set to benefit each individual human being on a singular level.
We were born to think about how to benefit ourself, and ourself only.
Thus, many a time, not much effort were given as people know that more effort does not mean more return.
Truth to be told, no one likes to lose out, all man for themselve is the right way to live.
Still, sometimes i wonder:
"Why do i care more about the benefits gained from my effort?? Why don't i just try to give more to my love one cause they simply deserve it?"
Since some time ago, i've already told myself.
If i love someone, whether is it my family, my friends or my partner,
I should just give them my best, even when i not sure of what i will get in return.
The reason why, is stated above.
They deserve it.
If you love someone, give it ur all.
It doesn't really matter what u will get in return, it doesn't even matter if the opposite party don't put in more, or sad to say, same amount of effort as you. Just do your part and love that person like how you should, rather than stressing yourself out by comparing who have more love.
Haas.
Sorry for the long crap, just some thoughts to voice out.
Feel free to reference and comment on it.
Negative comments are allowed but not welcome.
Kekeke
Takecare frens.
For those that i've not seen them for a long time.
Feel free to ask me out. Heex.
Take care everyone. =]
P.S.
Those who alredi started ITP. SO SAD!!! I'm still enjoying holidae. MUAHAHAHAHA.
BYEEEE~
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